By now you’re probably wondering if there’s going to be any good dating advice here, or if it’s just me moaning. Well I told you there wasn’t going to be any good advice, so you shouldn’t be disappointed. Here however, rather unexpectedly younglings, is some advice, it may not be good though.
There’s quite a lot of dating advice out there, after all, nobody wants to be alone! The thing I’m finding with it is that it’s all a little bit samey and a little bit, for lack of a better expression, American. That’s not a bad thing. For example, I read one blog about being social. Go out to a club on your own and chat to the first person next to you, smile, be outgoing, that sort of thing. You know it’s good advice, because we’ve all seen ‘that guy’ and he looks like he’s having a great time. I’m not ‘that guy’. I’m British, I’m charmingly befuddled and have bad teeth.
The problem with not being ‘that guy’, is that if I go to a popular night spot, alone, and start to make conversation with random people I either come across as awkward and a bit strange or as really, really drunk. I’m going to bet that’s the same for a lot of people. If you feel like you’re capable of completely changing into a super-confident and ultra-charismatic individual through hard work and personal growth then that’s great. That just isn’t going to happen with me, I’m always going to be slightly awkward and strange and that’s fine. It’s not just fine, it’s great!
See I haven’t actually been doing much dating recently, or any for that matter. I had a bit of a flurry a few months ago, but it just really wasn’t working out. I felt really uncomfortable, I felt like I just didn’t want to be there. I wasn’t quite sure what it was, but I think I know now. It was because I wasn’t comfortable with myself. After just getting out of a relationship, I thought I had missed things from my life, like going out and meeting people in clubs and places like that. I had grown up in the intervening years, I had changed. The things I wanted and the way I wanted my life to unfold were totally different.
It doesn’t have to be like that though. It doesn’t have to be nervously standing in clubs on your own or operating with your friend to try to chat someone up on a night out. That’s all very sweaty and complicated and there’s no harm if you don’t feel like you fit in there. Sometimes it can be like a Wes Anderson movie. The girl you’re going to marry might be the one that you’ve seen every day at the coffee shop for the last 6 months and tomorrow will be the day you finally make eye contact, or the place will be crowded and she’ll sit at your table and asks what your reading. Life happens like that too, it’s just not very fast paced. It’s all rather slow and, well, European. If you’re like me though, that’s where you belong.
So what’s my point? Be yourself? You’ve possibly heard that before and yet you, like me, are still single. That’s because it’s only half the story. You’re not going to meet as many girls as ‘that guy’. You’re not going to have crazy one-night stands like ‘that guy’, but that’s probably not what you want anyway. If you’re shy it can take a lot of time, you may even need a little prompting. It’ll still happen, because there are shy girls in cafe’s waiting to make eye contact too. Figure out who you are and own it. Don’t be distracted by what seems to be working for other people, because that doesn’t mean it will work for you. Most of all, be patient, it takes time. But, when you meet the shy girl in the coffee shop, or the comic book store or the library or wherever, it’s much more likely that she’ll turn out to be the girl of your dreams.
On an unrelated note, I haven’t seen the bookseller in a while. I hope she hasn’t got a new job, I was almost ready to ask her out … possibly.
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